Hi everyone I want to thank you all for the thoughtful comments you have made to me. It really means alot to me and has helped me get through this very tough time. I have been blessed and have alot of positive things going on right now. I am staying focused on these things and trying to move forward. I am back on my diet and have my food intake back under control. My wedding anniversary is May 03 this is the date that I have set to achieve my first goal I will let you know what it is in a future post. I will try to send out more comments to everyone. I am still new to this blog thing and still figuring things out! Thank you all for being out there for me.