tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8519305287841899155.post6110595726414800712..comments2009-12-26T18:36:05.576-08:00Comments on Trials and Tribulations: Moving forwardPreciousgemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09622306866939389662noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8519305287841899155.post-36015118956965554742009-03-27T17:27:00.000-07:002009-03-27T17:27:00.000-07:00Hi HKins....This time has been especially hard for...Hi HKins....This time has been especially hard for me because my Father passed away on January 04, 2009 and then my Eldest Brother passed away on February 10, 2009. These situations have had a huge impact on me mentally and physically. I am doing better today. But my wounds are still open and the pain still very real. If you read some of my earlier posts you will be able to read more about my situations. I am glad to be back on my goals. It helps me alot to focus on something else otherwise I feel like I am reliving the deaths over and over in my head especially with my Eldest Brother because he passed away right before my eyes. He was very ill. He got West Nile in June 2008. He weighed 245 when he went into the hospital and 3 months later when he came out he weighed 140. He came home where my Mother took care of him. He was in a hospital bed 24/7 could not walk. He got pnemonia and went into the hospital the doctors told us he would not survive. So while still mourning the death of my Father, I along with my Mother, Older Sister and another Brother sat by his hospital bed for 9 days and watched him die. It was the hardest and most beautiful thing I have and probably will ever do. I say beautiful because he was concious and well aware that we were all there and I hope that it helped him to have us all around him.Preciousgemhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09622306866939389662noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8519305287841899155.post-68458938888796822132009-03-27T02:28:00.000-07:002009-03-27T02:28:00.000-07:00Thanks for the comment. So what's been going on t...Thanks for the comment. So what's been going on that is making this time hard? I'm glad you're back on track with your goals. :)HKinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08075808051300455221noreply@blogger.com